I Felt a Sense of Hopelessness and Didn't Know Why
When I read your email, I didn’t know what to say about it. I was severely attacked by the demon of suicide not too long ago. John, my husband, and I just got married in July 7th, 2007; before the wedding I moved into his house on the 28th of May 2007. I started to get depressed, I mean really bad. It was not like me, I thought. Maybe it has to do with the new city, new situation, now living together, etc. But then my husband had lots of worldly movies and music CDs at home. I told my pastor, and he advised me to love him, accept him, and be patient and gentle with him. A long story short, I felt a great sense of hopelessness, like I have never felt before; I really wanted to die. I still didn’t know why, I would always have strange dreams.
One day as I was watching a Christian television via the satellite. I think it was TBN, a pastor was saying, "There is somebody there, you have been attacked by the spirit of suicide, and the Lord is healing you." I claimed it; and then went behind my computer. I came across http://www.savedbygracesuicidenetwork.org.
I read every word, the testimonies; the scriptures, everything. This was the beginning of my healing! And Jesus healed me completely. I knew I'd found this website by the Grace of God. I was saved by the Grace of God Almighty.
... I told him (husband, who was into porno) that he underestimated the God that I serve. He is the revealer of all secrets. And my husband agreed he could never outsmart God. Right now, my husband has repented ... We still have a long way to go. I have made up my mind long ago to follow Jesus Christ. With, or without, John. I will finish my race. I thank God for savedbygracesuicidenetwork.org . That is why I will not die, but will live to declare the works of the Lord; and as for me and my family, we must save for the Lord, I will not settle for less. For the sake of Christ I am determined to end well by the Grace of God.
I am putting evangelical materials together for my church. If I have your permission I will include http://www.savedbygracesuicidenetwork.org Because I know this website will bless and save peoples' lives. Thank you very much!!! With lots of love from Holland, Yours in Christ Jesus. ~ Mercedes
One day as I was watching a Christian television via the satellite. I think it was TBN, a pastor was saying, "There is somebody there, you have been attacked by the spirit of suicide, and the Lord is healing you." I claimed it; and then went behind my computer. I came across http://www.savedbygracesuicidenetwork.org.
I read every word, the testimonies; the scriptures, everything. This was the beginning of my healing! And Jesus healed me completely. I knew I'd found this website by the Grace of God. I was saved by the Grace of God Almighty.
... I told him (husband, who was into porno) that he underestimated the God that I serve. He is the revealer of all secrets. And my husband agreed he could never outsmart God. Right now, my husband has repented ... We still have a long way to go. I have made up my mind long ago to follow Jesus Christ. With, or without, John. I will finish my race. I thank God for savedbygracesuicidenetwork.org . That is why I will not die, but will live to declare the works of the Lord; and as for me and my family, we must save for the Lord, I will not settle for less. For the sake of Christ I am determined to end well by the Grace of God.
I am putting evangelical materials together for my church. If I have your permission I will include http://www.savedbygracesuicidenetwork.org Because I know this website will bless and save peoples' lives. Thank you very much!!! With lots of love from Holland, Yours in Christ Jesus. ~ Mercedes
posted by Grace_Suicide_Network at 9:36 AM
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